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Name: Ashley
Country: United States
State: South Carolina
Gender: Female


Interests: guitars,music,more music,writing,driving,playing in the dark,water,noodles in a cup,lava lamps,all lights in general,looking at things i want but i cant have..such as the shocker thing at spencers...im pow hoe!...,coffee,laffy taffy,clubs,parties,my shoe strings,etc.
Expertise: blowing bubbles,putting on clothes,putting my key in the ignition,screaming,fixing noodles in a cup,being stupid,breaking things,etc.


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Member Since: 4/11/2006

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

random nothingness

Stand up and face the crowd

Come on child it's time to grow up

No midnight fairytale, love at first site, and making it right

Delicate to the open mind

You can't rewind

Shade in the time

Erase your emotions

Pull back from what is unreal

Take on the imaginable

Don't go for something dreamlike

Times change if you don't like them or not

Life goes on

 

 

 

mmmm yea so that was something i just kinda had in my head that i needed to get out....and this is the starting of my new song.....

 

 

All i really wanted was to say how i felt that day

Guess it didn't happen you know some things don't happen that way

And i know

you know

and you know

i know

 

I WONDER

 

Bad day comes and i look up at the sky

Wonder what your doing

hoping your day is looking brighterthan mine......

 

 

......mmmm yea ladeda thats all right now


Saturday, June 17, 2006

::waiting patiently::

she catches me off gaurd* 
the way she embraces me feels like...ok this is going to sound really stupid..yea this whole thing is going 2 sound pretty stupid....but whenever you put vix on your chest to help you breath......its exactly like that...its so refreshing...ugh what should i do im afraid of this feeling yet im so ready....and the only reason im ready is b/c its her....anyone else def. wouldnt want 2 take a chance..i feel like the little gurl @ the zoo wanting 2 touch the lions....but shes scared she'll get hurt except they seem so caring and cute...lovable...ahh there is great potential!..slowly is sensable...this time i know....it is this time i know...and i will wait....shes worth the wait


Friday, June 02, 2006

..

what is this that i have positioned myself in

a hand to hold and a kiss to recover

what is this that i have positioned myself in


Wednesday, May 31, 2006

never going back

i will not let my gaurd down

i will never go back to that

dont ask me to

because you know what it was

and i know how it felt

and nothing anyone does or says can change it

mistakes arent known until after the reckoning


Sunday, April 30, 2006

Evaporated

What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary random day
Were the things I've really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late
Feeling hungover and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man
Want to get into a car and go anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
God, what have I done

Don't you know I'm numb, man?
I can't feel a thing at all
Now it's all smiles and business these days
I'm indifferent to the loss
I have faith that there's a soul somewhere
That's leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is up and which is down


I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated ... see?

Blind man at a canyon's edge
Of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind



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